I'm trying not to get down and out about my, "diet for 6 days, fall off the wagon for 2", etc., etc. Also after the week of lunges and squats, tendonitis in my knees were very, very bothersome! So much so, it made just walking a half a mile a bit painful. (grrrrrrr)

Then I tried to get jump started with a soup based diet.........ahhnntt!....wrong. By the end of the week I was bummed. This week I've been trying again. Walked 2 days, dieted 2 1/2, now pretty disgusted but not wanting to completely go through with drowning my sorrow with any combo of salty then sweet.

Everything lately seems sooooooo hard!! Spring Fever? Need more sunshine? Up my antidepressant? Destined to be 200lbs. ? If there is anyone out there reading, please pray for me.

I resolve not to give up. 10 1/2 months until I turn 40.

I'm desperately reaching toward the end but it always seems to be looming a little more out of my grasp.