What can I say.........I'm still here.....still over-weight........still struggling to overcome. Since my last post in August, I have continued to feel worse and worse. With so much going on in my life, I have prolonged going to the doctor.

Currently, I have no energy at all, I feel excited about little and I am very down and out about it all. I started making doctors appt.'s a few weeks ago. I have been to the OBGYN and I have an issue that looks like it will be taking me to a urologist, I also started on estrogen and had a procedure in the office to fix some bleeding issues from the surgery(7 months ago).

I will be seeing my internalist this week for my annual physical, which will include lab work. I will also be telling her my symptoms since September and I hope we can figure out my "concrete wet-suit feeling"!!

I am really going to make an attempt to walk this week and see how I feel. Also, I am considering doing the Atkin's diet and juicing some of my low carb veggies with it.

I am tired of my life passing me by. In my dreams I am energetic, spontaneous and always doing something like, hiking, vacationing, going out with friends, etc., but in real life I feel like I can't look forward to anything.